Sunday, December 2, 2018

Love One Another - October 23, 2017 - Rancho Cucamonga

Sister Clinger and Sister Allred

Sister Allred and Sister Clinger

Sister Clinger and Sister Allred

From a text message on Oct 22, 2017, which had the above pictures: "Hi Sister Allred, this is Sister Heath from your daughter's ward. I took a couple of pictures of your beautiful daughter and her companion, Sister clinger, I wanted to share with you!! P.S. You daughter is such a blessing and a fantastic missionary!!"


My dearest Mommy Mom,! Your email was so uplifting! Mom you are so in tune with the Spirit. You have been my whole life. Really, my WHOLE LIFE! I look back and notice the countless times where I could not deny that you were following the counsel that you received from the Lord and used that to raise us CRAZY kids faithfully in the church. I can't begin to express my deepest appreciation for the blessing that you are to me. You are a spiritual warrior!!!! Please except my sincere compliment with grace because I am a missionary and I don't lie. Hehehehe. I love you.

Okay so I have quite the week to report on. I have a new companion. Her name is Sister Weir and she is incredible!! Sister Clinger was called back home to Star Valley, Wyoming on Saturday morning. It was hard to see my dear friend go home but with the help of the Lord and President Taylor, we knew that this was God's plan for her and we felt so at peace with the decision. I heard from her today and she is doing great. I love her so much and I am confident that she is going to do nothing but great things!!! I am so proud of her for relying on the Lord and being obedient to His counsel. She is such a humble instrument in His hands. I am grateful that I was privileged to be companions with her and learn so much from her. 

Sister Weir was actually serving in this ward 5 months ago so that is a huge plus. She is so stoked to be back and so is the rest of the ward! Hard work and obedience are top priority for her and I'm eager so see what blessings and miracles are in-store for this area! 

She has 4 weeks left on her mission. Man, pretty soon I will be pro at sending missionaries home! Haha it's kinda crazy!

If I learned anything from last week it's that one should never judge a missionary for going home early. We have no business to assume the reasons for their early departure and often times it is an overwhelming experience for those who have to make that decision because of the criticism they get from those who don't who simply don't understand. I believe that most often than not those missionaries served honorable and faithful missions just like Sister Clinger did. God loves early returning missionaries just as much as he loves everyone else. Imagine that! My perspective on others has changed dramatically within the last couple of weeks because I know that the only person that knows their heart and loves them unconditionally no matter what is God because we are all His children. Knowing that helps me to have compassion for everyone that we meet (even when it is hard sometimes) and for that I am grateful. 

In my studies this morning I read Moroni 7. Versus 45-48 stood out to me like crazy today! It got me thinking about Elder Jose L. Alonso's talk about loving one another as Jesus did. I LOVED his powerful and impactful statement that "Love without service is like faith without works; it’s dead indeed." WHOA!! Many of us may do simple service for others, but is it always done out of love? Reality Check! If it is not done out of love, it means nothing. This got me to reflect on my attitude out here in the mission field. Elder Alonso quote will repeat in my head when I see my pride begin to build up and put me back on the righteous mind set of missionary service. The promise that we receive from Moroni that we will be TRUE followers of Jesus Christ if we have charity is so powerful. Oh, how I yearn to be a true follower of Christ. Ahhh! I am so grateful for the scriptures!!!

Thank you for all the love, support, and prayers! I am grateful for this chance I have to serve and I love serving this mission for the Lord.

Keep trying. Keep trusting. Keep believing. Keep growing. Heaven will be cheering you on today, tomorrow, and forever.

Mom, you are amazing and don't you ever forget it! I love you to the moon and back!!!

Your sweetie girl, Sister Allred


From Mom: 

Dear Sister Allred, my sweetie girl!

I hope you had a better week. Remember we pray for you constantly. 

I guess you know that Sister Heath, from your ward, texted me some photos. She said, "I took a couple of pictures of your beautiful daughter and her companion Sister Clinger, and I wanted to share with you!! P.S. Your daughter is such a blessing and a fantastic missionary!" And then she said, "You did a wonderful job raising her. She is such a light to everyone she meets!!"

WOW! You are my beautiful daughter! Every picture we receive, we can see the light in your eyes. Ben posted that picture of you and Sister Clarke, and one of the ones from yesterday, and people commented how beautiful you are, and that you have that missionary glow!

I know you love the members, and your investigators. I know you love the Savior. It shows in your countenance. I know you love missionary work, and the gospel. 

I'm sorry that you have to go through trials, and hard weeks. That is when we grit our teeth, and say as did Moses, "Get thee hence, Satan." You can do this. I know you know that, and I know you have a lot of grit. I knew that when you were a little girl.

I love this quote by Sister Joy D. Jones (General Women's Meeting): 

"May we, as sisters, “be faithful in Christ; … may Christ lift [us] up, and may his sufferings and death, … and his mercy and long-suffering, and the hope of his glory and of eternal life, rest in [our minds] forever.” As the Savior lifts us to higher ground, we can see more clearly not only who we are but also that we are closer to Him than we ever imagined."

"President Spencer W. Kimball explained in these glorious words: God is your Father. He loves you. He and your mother in heaven value you beyond any measure.… You are unique. One of a kind, made of the eternal intelligence which gives you claim upon eternal life. Let there be no question in your mind about your value as an individual. The whole intent of the gospel plan is to provide an opportunity for each of you to reach your fullest potential, which is eternal progression and the possibility of godhood.”

I loved your email, and your unshakable faith as you talked about Abinadi and Paul. I loved Elder Bender's promise that if we read the scriptures every day we will not fall away. Thank you for reminding of that wonderful scripture in 1 Nephi 15:24. WOW!

Be strong and of a good courage my beautiful missionary daughter! May the angels be round about you to bear you up!

I love you to the moon and back!

Mommy Mom

Sunday, November 11, 2018

UNSHAKABLE! - October 16, 2017 - Rancho Cucamonga

Sister Clinger and Sister Allred - cupcakes were from Elder and Sister Boulter for Rebecca's Birthday!

My dearest Mommy Mom,

I'm so glad you were able to go to their baptism!! I love those girls so much. I'm sure you told them that!

I had a wonderful birthday! Literally nothing gets better than serving the Lord on your special day of birth. Elder and Sister Boulter did spoil me and took us out for breakfast and they made me cupcakes. They are in our ward. I don't know if you knew that. They are my mission grandparents!

I'm sorry if this email is way short, it's been a hard day and I also a hard week. But what good are the blessings in life if we are unable to recognize the bad?? I'm thankful for trials because they open my eyes to the numerous blessings that are all around us. 

I would like to talk about the wonderful studies I had the last couple of days! I read in Mosiah chapters 17. I love Abinadi's story. His faith was extremely solid. He was UNSHAKABLE!!! He reminds me of the Apostle Paul when he says, "I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith:" (2 Timothy 4:7) I hope my faith is like his someday!!!! I love the amazing examples of the many true and faithful servants of the Lord that we find in the scriptures. It's no wonder we are asked to search, ponder, and pray about the scriptures. They are so inspiring!!!!! Elder Bednar gives us a huge promise that if we read the scriptures everyday, we will never fall away! (1 Nephi 15:24) 

The Church is true no matter where you go, no matter what you do and no matter what happens. I'm grateful to have the gospel. 

Thank you mom for everything. I love you more than you will ever know! I can't thank you enough for staying true to the faith and raising us in the gospel.

Keep trying. Keep trusting. Keep believing. Keep growing. Heaven will be cheering you on today, tomorrow, and forever.

I love you to the moon and back!

Your sweetie girl, Sister Allred

From Mom:
You will have your 9-month mark on Wednesday, October 11th!!!!!!! I can't believe it. You are halfway! Do they still call it "hump day"? And your birthday is on Friday, October 13th. I sent you various packages. One of the packages was sent from here. And then I ordered several things. So, hopefully they have arrived. Keep me posted. We all love you so much, and want you to have a glorious day teaching the gospel! I can't think of a better way to celebrate your birthday then in being a wonderful, diligent, faithful, and spectacular sister missionary! And you are all of those! I am so proud of you!

I know things are not always easy. But you have grit! You have the will and the faith to move mountains. And you can jump over the hurdles that you face. And you can be faithful in every situation. I pray for you constantly.

Grandma and Preston flew from Las Vegas to San Jose, and then went to Santa Clara for Olivia's baptism. I haven't heard much about it yet, but will attach more photos of that. Preston helped Grandma a lot! And then coming back (they left Vegas about 7:45), there was a huge accident around exit 93 (Glendale/Moapa), and they had about a 3 -hour delay. They will probably arrive home to st. George after 1:00 a.m. I imagine Preston will not have time to email you. 

Anyway, Happy Birthday my beautiful missionary daughter! I am so proud of you. Let me know how things are going. How is Sister Clinger? I want to hear about your investigators, and how the Lord's work is going in Rancho Cucamonga!

Be strong and of a good courage! May the angels be round about you to bear you up!

I love you to the moon and back!

Mommy Mom
Kaylee and Katalina's baptism

Hunter's ordination

Sunday, October 7, 2018

Miracles - October 9, 2017 - Rancho Cucamonga

Sister Clarke and Sister Allred
My dearest and most beautiful Mommy Mom!

Ohhhhh my goodness!!! Those pictures from Olivia's baptism melted my heart!!! She is growing up so much. She is such a beautiful little girl. I miss her!

I did get a few packages! Uhhhhhh the dried fruit?? Yeah, all the sisters were trying to STEAL IT!! Hahaha just kidding I was happy to share!! But it's almost gone. THANK YOU THANK YOU! Oh, my goodness and the little birthday package from Dear Elder! SO CUTE! It was funny because that morning before I got the package Sister Clinger and I were talking about how much we were craving cake and then you send me my favorite kind of cake mix!!

You also sent me 2 dresses!? Mommy mom.... you are too generous. And they are SOOOOO CUTE!!! The super pretty pink one should be able to fit me in a month or 2. I have been slowly losing all the crazy weight I gained in the MTC and in Apple Valley. I don't think I have EVER ate so much in my entire life the first 7 months. So, I am super excited to wear them😄

WOW this week was nuts!! Yes, I got to see my dear friend Sister Clarke! It was a little hard on her when I was calling her Sister Clarke because she misses being a missionary so I now just call her Kenny. And Sister Clinger and I got to go back to our greenie area in the blessed land of Apple Valley to witness S enter into the waters of baptism. 

I have to admit I was pretty nervous because I didn't want to have Sister Clinger feel like she was going to be left out because of Sister Clarke and I being reunited for the day with S. But Sister Clinger really is such a patient, understanding and loving Sister. I am so incredibly blessed to have her. She and I truly had a wonderful time on Saturday!!

So, at the baptism, S insisted that Sister Clarke and I stand back through the doors next to the font so we can be right there with her when she comes out. The Spirit flooded the room as she came out of the water. Sister Clarke and I both cried and felt so much love and joy for S on her decision on entering through the gate towards eternal life. We felt heaven smiling down upon her. It really was such a special day and I will never forget it.  

The work is going great in Rancho! We were pretty successful with our less-actives this week. Our fire is growing so much lately and we keep finding ourselves not even wanting to come home at the end of the day. Haha coming home at night is the worst! Every time we wake up we sing this super cute girls camp song that goes like this :) "Arise and shine and give God your glory! Children of the Lord!" And it just repeats. We LOVE MISSIONARY WORK! 

We had a pretty awesome miracle a few days ago. We were going to try to visit a potential investigator and after we knocked on the door, this guy poked his head out the window and asked if we were here to see Sydney. We told him we were looking for Annie. I guess he didn't hear us because he quickly came outside and introduced himself as Sydney and that he had been waiting for the Mormon missionaries to come back! Then it clicked. We remembered seeing his name in our area book! He is a former investigator who was passed off to the Elders a while ago! We later talked to the Elders about him and they said he wasn't ready to hear the gospel. But as we were talking with him at the door he mentioned that God's timing was flawless for sending us there at that moment. What a tender mercy! So, we are now teaching him and he is hilarious! He is 31 and he talks about "growing up in the hood" and he's tired of being reckless. We didn't even have to invited him to any commitment, he just asked us right there what he needs to do or read before our next visit and he will do it. Ah what a day that was :)

Good news. Sister Clinger and I are staying!!! WOOOO!! I was so relieved to be able to have at least one more transfer with her. She is a champion!!

I love this work so much. I find continue to myself asking "How can I be the happiest I have ever been even when I have never been so tired??" Funny how that works :) When I get home, all I'm going to want to do is speak at youth firesides and encourage all the youth to serve missions because it is just that good. How on earth did I get so lucky to serve???????? My goodness what a blessing

The Church is SO true. The Book is blue. And God loves each of you :)

Keep trying. Keep trusting. Keep believing. Keep growing. Heaven will be cheering you on today, tomorrow, and forever.

Words can't express my deep love and gratitude for my wonderful Mommy Mom. MOM I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! Remember that I pray for you daily! Oh, and thank you for sending me the beautiful pictures :)

I hope you have such a good week :)

Sister Allred

From Mom:

So, Sister Clarke (Kennede) sent me a message that she was going down to the baptism. And someone (not sure who) sent me that beautiful photo of you two. I attached it for you! I'm sure it was amazing to see Sister Clarke! She thanked me again for letting you serve a mission. You two remind of my first companionship in Venezuela. I know you are best friends forever!

I want to hear all about the baptism. S friended me on Facebook, so I was aware that she was getting baptized. And I had remembered that you mentioned her awhile back. I was hoping that you would be able to travel to Apple Valley for her baptism. Hooray!

S did send a message that she didn't want anyone to post pictures of the baptism on Facebook because some family/friends were not happy about the church. I did post a picture of you and Sister Clarke, but I didn't say anything other than it was you two.

Anyway, I can't wait to hear about it. And you will have your 9-month mark on Wednesday, October 11th!!!!!!! I can't believe it. You are halfway! Do they still call it "hump day"?

And your birthday is on Friday, October 13th. I sent you various packages. One of the packages was sent from here. And then I ordered several things. So, hopefully they have arrived. Keep me posted. We all love you so much, and want you to have a glorious day teaching the gospel! I can't think of a better way to celebrate your birthday then in being a wonderful, diligent, faithful, and spectacular sister missionary! And you are all of those! I am so proud of you!

I know things are not always easy. But you have grit! You have the will and the faith to move mountains. And you can't jump over the hurdles that you face. And you can be faithful in every situation. I pray for you constantly.

Anyway, Happy Birthday my beautiful missionary daughter! I am so proud of you. Let me know how things are going. How is Sister Clinger? I want to hear about your investigators, and how the Lord's work is going in Rancho Cucamonga!

Be strong and of a good courage! May the angels be round about you to bear you up!

I love you to the moon and back!

Mommy Mom

Olivia's baptism

I love the Book of Mormon! - October 2, 2017 - Rancho Cucamonga

My Mommy Mom!!!!

Hello hello! Oh my goodness I love you so much😊Thank you for the beautiful thoughts you shared with me in your email!

This week was CRAZY!! A couple of days ago, we went down to the car to get something out of our trunk and guess what. I accidentally locked the keys in the trunk. Our apartment was locked, our phone was in the apartment and I didn't have shoes. What was I thinking!? I thought to myself "We are only going to the car and coming right back." and you know me, I don't like wearing my shoes anyways. Hahaha so that situation was just all bad! We prayed and after we said "amen" we noticed a guy getting out of his car and we felt an instant prompting to ask him for help. We tried calling president Taylor and our car coordinator and no one would answer and then we realized they were at the priesthood session!! What now?! 2 hours pass by before we were saved. But amidst those 2 hours was a great discussion we had with the guy that helped us. We were testifying of the things that we teach and the spirit was so powerful! We felt strongly that we were in fact supposed to meet him. Faith in God includes faith in His timing. My testimony of that was surely strengthened. 

Our investigator, Rose, came to watch 3 sessions of conference at a members house! She really enjoyed it and we are confident that it really helped her on her path to conversion. 

I don't even know where to begin with my thoughts about conference. I DID NOT WANT IT TO END!!! The main thing I would like to mention is I thought I already had a deep deep love and appreciation with the Book of Mormon. But after conference, my love for the Book of Mormon tripled!!! After we got to the apartment as our day was closing out, I couldn't help but to pick up my scriptures and just read them until I fell asleep. K maybe this will help you get an idea of how much I love the scriptures. I curl up with my scriptures every night! Hahaha how could you not love the scriptures!? Every time I study them my perspective of everything around me widens and the fog lifts. My thought process is much clearer and I just understand things better when I raid the scriptures and instead of just reading them. Wow. 

So sorry I am running out of time and I have to wrap up my email! There were so many other things that I wanted to talk about but they will have to wait!

I love you to the moon and back my beautiful mommy mom!!!! 

Keep trying. Keep trusting. Keep believing. Keep growing. Heaven will be cheering you on today, tomorrow, and forever.
Sister Allred

From Mom:

I'm listening to Elder Andersen's talk again right now. The spirit was so strong. When we got the news of Elder Hales' passing I cried. Even though I knew he was near the end of his life, it is still so emotional. And then when Elder Andersen talked about how President Nelson was prompted to leave at the end of the first session and go to Elder Hales' bedside, and so he was there when he graduated to the next life. How amazing is that, and I loved the words Elder Andersen, "he was there as his quorum president!"

I love miracles, and I love hearing about inspiration and revelation in our day. Heavenly Father speaks to us continually, and we are to listen. It gives me strength to work harder and to do better, to pray more, and to study more.

Yesterday morning as I was studying my scriptures, the verse in D&C 18:47 hit me like a ton of bricks: "Behold, I, Jesus Christ, your Lord and your God, and your Redeemer, by the power of my Spirit have spoken it. Amen."

As I read the words, "your Redeemer," that went deep into my soul. I remembered a beautiful oratorio entitled "The Redeemer," and one of the songs used text from that scripture, and I could hear in my mind, "and your Redeemer." And then I could picture the Savior as He would say it so gently, and yet so powerfully, and so full of love. He can say "your Redeemer," because He suffered for our sins, for our infirmities. He loves us so deeply and perfectly.

That message is what the gospel is all about, Jesus Christ and His atonement, that He suffered and died, and rose again on the third day. It is the glorious news, and what a privilege and blessing we have to have the gospel and our testimonies, to hear the words of the living prophet and apostles.

I love you so much my beautiful missionary daughter! Be strong and of a good courage. May the angels be round about you to bear you up. I love that President Monson used that scripture also, about the angels round about us!

I love you to the moon and back!
Mommy Mom

And more:

I've been thinking about President Monson's testimony of the Book of Mormon during this conference. His testimony was so simple and to the point during the last conference. 

President Monson (April 2017): “I implore each of us to prayerfully study and ponder the Book of Mormon each day. As we do so, we will be in a position to hear the voice of the Spirit, to resist temptation, to overcome doubt and fear, and to receive heaven’s help in our lives. I so testify with all my heart in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.”

And then it was so amazing to hear President Eyring and President Nelson also talk about how powerful the prophet's counsel was to each of us, in studying the Book of Mormon, and hearing the voice of the Spirit.

President Eying: “The happy result for me, and for many of you, has been what the prophet promised. Those of us who took his inspired counsel to heart have heard the Spirit more distinctly. We have found a greater power to resist temptation and have felt greater faith in a resurrected Jesus Christ, in His gospel, and in His living Church.”

President Nelson: “Since President Monson’s challenge six months ago, I have tried to follow his counsel. Among other things, I’ve made lists of what the Book of Mormon is, what it affirms, what it refutes, what it fulfills, what it clarifies, and what it reveals. Looking at the Book of Mormon through those lenses has been an insightful and inspiring exercise! I recommend it to each of you... We need to feel, deep in ‘the inmost part’ of our hearts, that the Book of Mormon is unequivocally the word of God. We must feel it so deeply that we would never want to live even one day without it. I might paraphrase President Brigham Young in saying, ‘I wish I had the voice of seven thunders to wake up the people’ to the truth and power of the Book of Mormon.”

Mommy Mom: I know it is true!

Sunday, September 30, 2018

Trust in the Lord - September 25, 2017 - Rancho Cucamonga

Zone Conference - September 2017 - Rancho Cucamonga

Hello, my mother dearest (my beautiful mommy mom!)

Thank you for the email! I truly miss the choir. When you get the chance, please tell them that and give them my thanks for the love and support :)

Grandma is such a champion. She never ceases to amaze me!!

I hope Spencer had a good birthday! He was in my thoughts and prayers all day hahahaha. I miss Spencer PWJ PHEEJ! 

Zone conference with Elder Gaverret was super awesome. We could instantly feel the spirit when he walked in the chapel. 

The most impactful thing I learned at zone conference was actually a strong impression from the spirit. And that is I am to develop a mutual trust with Heavenly Father. It was as if he were telling it right to me "As you trust me and you will have my trust". It was so bold! I never thought about it like that, having the trust be mutual! We read in the scriptures to always trust in the Lord. The more we trust and have faith in Him, the more worthy that we are for His trust! I reflected on that multiple times this week. I thought to myself over and over again "Do I have enough faith in the Lord? What can I do more to have His trust in me to fulfill this work?" My goodness I hope he trusts me! The longer I am out here serving the more I have been able to realize that there is always more you can do. Whether it be for your family, friends, co-workers, acquaintances, or even sometimes yourself. The more we selflessly do for others, the more we are doing for Heavenly Father. (Mosiah 2:17)" And behold, I tell you these things that ye may learn wisdom; that ye may learn that when ye are in the service of your fellow beings ye are only in the service of your God". I believe that it is a devotion to selfless service and a constant drive to strengthen your faith and testimony that you will gain the trust of the Lord. I hope to have that motivate me for the rest of my service and for the rest of my life. 

Sister Clinger got sick a few days ago and then I didn't feel well yesterday! So not a whole lot happened except a couple days ago we had the opportunity to attend a baptism for a little girl in our ward and it was so beautiful. While she was being confirmed by Brother Bock (her grandpa), the water in the font was being drained and it was really loud! Despite the distracting noise, Brother Bock did not pay attention to it and continued on with the confirmation. He spoke with the Spirit and wept as he was blessing his sweet granddaughter with the Gift of the Holy Ghost. The Spirit was able to speak through him and we could feel it because he did wouldn't allow himself to get distracted from the noise of the drain. 

We can all apply that to our lives. The Spirit speaks to us in our mind and in our hearts with a still, small voice. How can we possibly recognize the gentle promptings of the Spirit if the way we are living our life is simply too loud? He can't!

It really got me thinking about how I was living when I was home. The only times I was given the chance to ponder in silence I gave up for the sake of my music or my phone. My music was always too loud and most of the time wasn't nearly as wholesome as it could have been. I constantly had my mind on my phone and social media. I remember when I went to the MTC and no longer had my phone with me, I swore I could feel vibrations from my phone in my pocket which was no longer there! I was restless throughout the day because the songs I use to listen to wouldn't leave my head because my mind was so use to constantly hearing them . It was when those worldly habits left me that I was finally able to listen to the Spirit almost whenever and wherever I was. It is so vital for us to have the constant companionship of the Holy Ghost and I hope and pray that we can all limit daily habits that distract us from the Spirit.

Well we are excited to get back into the swing of things this week! We love missionary work!

Keep trying. Keep trusting. Keep believing. Keep growing. Heaven will be cheering you on today, tomorrow, and forever.

I love you my dear sweet mommy mom. Thank you for ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME!!! You are my sunshine :) I love you to the moon and back!!!


Sister Allred

P.S. Can you tell everyone I didn't have time to email them. I really only emailed you. Give grandma and my brothers and sister in laws hugs for me! I love them!

From Mommy Mom:
Dear Sister Allred, my sweetie girl!

How was your week? I'm anxious to hear about Elder Gaverret, and the mission conference. I'm sure it was wonderful. Sister Taylor posted some photos on Facebook, so I saw the picture of your zone. I attached it to this email!

Were you able to go to the General Women's Meeting? Grandma and I went together, of course. It was such a beautiful meeting. Each talk was so sensitive and powerful, and I can't wait to listen to them again and again! I also loved all the music. It was so joyful and exuberant throughout the meeting, and then when the choir sang the final hymn, I felt the spirit just wash over me. It was amazing. I wasn't expecting that, but when the organist played the introduction I already felt the spirit, and it just kept getting more and more powerful. I can't say enough about it.

I love this quote by Elder Bednar in his last conference talk, Called to the Work, "My beloved brethren [and sisters], I promise that the spiritual gift of revelation will attend your call to the work of proclaiming the gospel and your assignment to a specific field or fields of labor. As you diligently prepare now through selfless priesthood and temple service, your witness of the Lord’s living reality will be strengthened. Love for Him and His work will fill your heart. As you learn to love being worthy, you will become a mighty instrument in the hands of the Lord to bless and serve many people."

I fasted for you today. I also fasted for you last week. I'm praying a lot that your knee will be okay, and that you will know best how to help your knee. Let me know it is going. I pray for you constantly.

General Conference is next week! Hooray! I can hardly wait. I love how I feel the spirit so strongly. Preston and I talked about feeling the spirit, and recognizing the spirit. He mentioned that he feels the spirit during testimony meeting. He talked about a lady who bore her testimony in the YSA ward today, and how she was becoming re-activated, and strengthening her testimony. He said he really felt the spirit. That is so awesome for him! He is working hard, and going to classes, and doing his art homework, and going to work. So, he is learning a lot! Hopefully he can start his mission papers in the next few weeks.

I hope you have a great week! Be strong and of a good courage, my beautiful daughter. May the angels be round about you to bear you up.

I love you to the moon and back!

Mommy Mom

The picture of Spencer and Grandma was from Spencer's birthday!
We had dinner and then went over to the Rynearsons' after.

Sunday, September 16, 2018

The Keystone of our Religion - September 18, 2017 - Rancho Cucamonga

Sister Allred and Sister Clinger - September 2017

Hi, my sweet Mommy Mom! :)

WOW!! A lot happened last week! I bet you are exhausted. One of the things that never ceases to amaze me is that you would never guess how tired you are and how many health problems you have by seeing the kind of work ethic you have. I'm always so proud of you. You inspire me every time I think of you when the work gets tough. I always think to myself, "I hope I'm as good of a missionary as Mom when she served." I love thinking about what kind of missionary you were. I can't imagine where we would be if you hadn't served a faithful mission. Mommy Mom....YOU ARE AMAZING!!!

I feel bad I can't remember that sweet lady that I love who is in the choir and she has red hair and takes really amazing pictures...but she gave me some oils before I came out and they are nearly gone. If you could send me some essential oils that would be incredible.

Alrighty, last week was great! Not just because we found 2 new investigators but they are both SO serious about investigating the church! I will keep you updated on them :)

As for our other investigators, it has been so hard to meet with them. But we have a couple of appointments set up this week with them. Many prayers go out to them as they investigate the church!

Sister Clinger and I are having so much fun out here serving. We laugh ALL the time and we work really hard and we strengthen each other. How have I been so blessed with companions??

Yesterday we were having a deep discussion about the importance of using the Book of Mormon in conversion. Okay so you know how we hear over and over again that the Book of Mormon is the keystone of our religion?? Which hopefully we are all confident that statement is true. But if it is the KEYSTONE of our religion why don't we act like it all the time?! Preach My Gospel has emphasized that we use the Book of Mormon as our MAIN source of teaching. So, Sister Clinger came up with this amazing idea for us to start teaching the missionary discussions from the Book of Mormon and working our way out to the pamphlets instead of teaching all from the pamphlet and then a small amount from the Book of Mormon. AH!!! We are stoked to see what that will do for those whom we teach. I have seen what the power of the Book of Mormon brings forth to those with hardened hearts and oh my goodness it's miraculous!!!

I finished reading Jacob and am now in Enos. My oh my do I admire Jacob!!!! I love when Sherem just tries so hard to destroy Jacobs testimony and Jacob then goes to say that he is "unshakeable"! Ohhhhhh my goodness!!!!!! His faith cannot be shaken. We can all learn from him and how his foundation is solidly placed on Christ and His gospel. Wow. Jacob's so good.

Okay so pretty much my whole life I thought the scriptures were so boring because I just could not understand them. I was so blind but now I see! When anyone talks about the scriptures I just feel like I need to hold my scriptures close to me and tell everyone how much I love them! Haha I'm obsessed😂Applying the principals we find in the scriptures to our missionary efforts is my favorite thing ever. We see that the knowledge we gain from our studies is used for so much good as we help others learn about the Gospel and come unto Christ.

I'm going to have to leave that right there or else this email is going to be 5 pages long that will be all about the scriptures haha.

OH! Elder Gaverret of the Seventy is visiting the mission tomorrow. We can't wait!!! I will take lots of notes and share my favorite things with you :)

Keep trying. Keep trusting. Keep believing. Keep growing. Heaven will be cheering you on today, tomorrow, and forever.

I love you to the moon and back my beautiful Mommy Mom. I am so incredibly blessed to have you. Have a wonderful week!

Sister Allred


From Mom:

Yesterday in my personal study, I was studying about Jesus Christ - Only Begotten Son. And the scripture in Moses 4:2 hit me like a ton of bricks, "But, behold, my Beloved Son, which was my Beloved and Chosen from the beginning, said unto me—Father, thy will be done, and the glory be thine forever." 

I have thought a lot about submitting ourselves to the will of our Heavenly Father. In fact, I think about it a lot! It carries me through so many difficulties and challenges. But, as I pondered about the Savior, and how He literally followed the will of our Father, right from the beginning. That was so powerful to me. And then I realized that is truly an answer for so many things, for us to follow Heavenly Father's will, even when we don't want to. But if we have the faith, and obedience, and move forward, our testimony will increase, and we will have heaven's strength and heaven's help in all that we do. In fact we always have heaven's help. We just need to learn to recognize it.

Anyway, it was amazing. The talks in Sacrament Meeting were wonderful. A young couple that are new in the ward spoke, Brother and Sister Richan. Sister Richan said, "If you pick up a stick, you also pick up the other end." She was speaking about agency, and when we make a choice, we are also choosing the consequence that comes along with our choice. Brother Richan said, "Are we in the game, or are we on the sidelines." That made me think also, how committed am I. Am I letting life pass me by, or am I in this all the way?

Well, I hope things are going well. We all love you, and pray for you constantly. People ask me about you all the time, how you are doing. Choir members are always so caring. They all love you so much.

Be strong and of a good courage my beautiful daughter! May the angels be round about you to bear you up!

I love you to the moon and back!
Mommy Mom

Sunday, September 9, 2018

Faith - September 11, 2017 - Rancho Cucamonga

My dear Mommy Mom,

I'm glad you liked my email :) I really loved yours even if it was short! You are my sweet Mommy and I love you so much!

K I'm going to start with the sour stuff and end with the sweet :)

Last week was a little crazy. Hahaha, I am going to try to not to sound like I am complaining because that is not what I want it to sound like. But Last week was HARD!!! I don't know what day it started but my knee has been in a lot of pain. I bought a knee brace today but it will still get occasional sharp pains. I'm a little worried. I'm going to be eating/drinking a whole lot more protein and drinking lots of milk for calcium...I went to town at the grocery store today! I also bought some really good multi vitamins. I hope it will have a lasting effect but who knows!! I have felt prompted to get a blessing from President Taylor as he is now super close. I'm looking forward to it. 

The tendency to get bashed is so much more common here than in the desert. Over and over again I felt as if Satan was attacking my spirit from all angles. Not getting discouraged is so hard. I never dealt with that in Apple Valley.

I was pondering about this a couple nights ago. I remembered last transfer I sincerely asked Heavenly Father for experiences that will strengthen my faith and testimony. I realized that my prayer has been clearly answered as I suddenly felt drawn to read Alma 8. As I read about Alma and his experience he had while trying to teach the gospel to the people in Ammonihah I felt a deep connection with him. Of course, our situation is not nearly as difficult as his. I mean thank goodness, we aren't teaching by ourselves, getting spit upon and being cast out from the city. However sometimes it feels that those things could happen! After the angel appeared to Alma and basically said that he has every reason to rejoice because he is being faithful to the things that God had commanded him to do. After the angel left, Alma received a crazy amount of motivation and returned to the city "speedily" to continue diligently to preach the gospel. He didn't let his hard experience in Ammonihah defeat him. He was strengthened and became more confident in the power and Spirit of the Lord. His faith and his desire to bring people into the fold increased!!!! 

Alma's story reminds me of Alma 32. It is one of my favorite chapters and I love the last verse.

Alma 32:43 Then, my brethren, ye shall reap the rewards of your faith, and your diligence, and patience, and long-suffering, waiting for the tree to bring forth fruit unto you.

Strengthening your faith and testimony wouldn't require diligence, patience or long-suffering if it was easy!! Plus aren't the most rewarding things in life the hardest things to earn? Receiving fruit from a tree is a lengthy and delicate process but the rewards are so sweet.

I'm thankful that my testimony is growing from the experiences I have been blessed with out here. I have the deepest gratitude for the chance that I have been given to serve. I love being a missionary and defending my faith in Jesus Christ. I know that I am a missionary for the true church on earth because I live by the teachings of our Savior Jesus Christ and have experienced the promised blessings from doing so. I love this church!

Thank you for the many thoughts and prayers! Keep trying. Keep trusting. Keep believing. Keep growing. Heaven will be cheering you on today, tomorrow, and forever.

I love you dearly my sweet and beautiful Mommy Mom. You are always in my prayers. Thank you for supporting me out here while I serve. This gospel means everything to me. I love you to the moon and back!

Sister Allred

Honey from the rock - September 4, 2017 - Rancho Cucamonga

Okay I have about 15 minutes to email and you know how slow I can be at typing! Bear with me!!!

Thank you for your email! It really uplifted me

I love Rancho. It has been raining here almost every day and it is still very warm but it's super humid. Adjusting to the different climate is interesting!!!! 

Our ward is quite small. Our bishop is AMAZING!!! He is pretty young and he is an institute teacher. We are excited to work with him.

I love Sister Clinger. She really is the companion that I need right now and I am the companion that she needs. We work really well together. She plays the piano! She loves it when I talk about you😊

Last week was a bit difficult. There is tons of work to be done here which is great on our part!! We love to teach so much! But I'll say tracting in extremely wealthy neighborhoods and walking up to multimillion dollar houses is scarier than I ever would have imagined. I am happy that I learned to be humble in Apple Valley and now I can keep my humility strong in this area.

Last thing I want to share before we go..."He made him ride on the high places of the earth, that he might eat the increase of the fields; and he made him to suck honey out of the rock, and oil out of the flinty rock;" (Deuteronomy 32:13) Right now this is my favorite scripture because it is very applicable to Sister Clinger and I. Does honey come from a rock? No. Does oil come from a flint? No! BUT the Lord provides! So, taking our area for example. We are quick to judge that the work is going to be so hard and be very slow. From hearing about the area from other missionaries we looked at our area like the rock that we can't get anything out of. We forgot about the key thing. Faith. Faith that the Lord will provide miracles for this area that may seem barren when it comes to successful missionary work. When we feel the urge to feel discouraged we say to each other "Honey from the rock." And our motivation picks up. It is going to be a great transfer. I am anxious for what the Lord has in store.

I love my Heavenly Father and my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I am thankful to be a humble servant of the Lord. I love this work.

Keep trying. Keep trusting. Keep believing. Keep growing. Heaven will be cheering you on today, tomorrow, and forever.

I love you to the moon and back my sweet and beautiful mommy mom! May the Lord's blessings be abundant for you this week

Sister Allred

Thoughts from Mom:
That hit me like a ton of bricks, as so often we have to trust in the Lord and His timing. In fact, during fast & testimony meeting yesterday, a couple of people bore their testimonies, and then there was silence for a couple of minutes. I felt prompted to get up (and I always hesitate as I bear my testimony about every other month). Anyway, I talked about that, and then just bore my testimony of Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ as our Savior and Redeemer, of the Book of Mormon, Pres. Monson, and the church, and then that Jesus is the Christ.

Preston and I just read 2 Nephi 31 yesterday. In fact, I told him that it is definitely one of my very chapters in all of the scriptures. I studied it a lot before I went on my mission. My favorite verse is 2 Nephi 31:20. We didn't have missionary plaques back then (I don't think) but if we would have, that would have been my missionary scripture!

He and I still study every night, one chapter in the Book of Mormon and a page (sometimes less) in Preach My Gospel. We are finishing up Lesson 2: The Plan of Salvation. It has been amazing to go through that with him, and discuss the gospel in depth, and the atonement of Jesus Christ, and the plan of Salvation. We feel the spirit each time we sit down to study.

I was reading various scriptures the other day, and this first one was very powerful to me. And then I found other scriptures that relate also.

"Seek the Lord, and ye shall live." (Amos 5:6)

"Draw near unto me and I will draw near unto you; seek me diligently and ye shall find me; ask, and ye shall receive; knock, and it shall be opened unto you. Whatsoever ye ask the Father in my name it shall be given unto you, that is expedient for you." (D&C 88:63-64)

"Seek ye the Lord while he may be found, call ye upon him while he is near." (Isaiah 55:6)

"O God, thou art my God; early will I seek thee: my soul thirsteth for thee, my flesh longeth for thee in a dry and thirsty land, where no water is." (Psalms 63:1)

"But behold, I did cry unto him and I did find peace to my soul." (Alma 38:8)

Sunday, August 19, 2018

God has a plan for all of us - August 28, 2017 - Apple Valley & Rancho Cucamonga

Sister Clarke and Sister Allred with Gwen!

My dearest Mommy Mom,

Sister Clarke and I had a very busy week. My head is spinning! Our investigators have been doing so well. I hope and pray that they will be taken care of while we are gone. Yes, that means I have gotten transferred. I'm serving in Rancho Cucamonga. We left about 10 investigators. They are all women and our ward is getting blue washed (only Elders are in our ward now) Sister Clarke and I were pretty frantic when we found everything out. Sister Clarke was praying for guidance and answers yesterday morning. She asked Heavenly Father why he was letting both of us leave the people we were teaching because we love them so much. Her answer is something I will never forget, "I know you love them. But Sister Clarke I love them more. Trust in me and my plan." WOW! Isn't it so true though? God has a plan for all of us. My confidence in God is growing stronger and stronger. 

So, Sister Clarke left yesterday before dinner. It was hard and still is. I cried a lot yesterday and today. I will miss her dearly. She helped me completely fall in love with missionary work and serving the Lord and I thank Heavenly Father for blessing me with her as a wonderful companion. 

So, a little bit about Rancho...It so gorgeous down here and I love how I really do feel that I am in California. There are a lot of health food stores down here and that will be a huge blessing for me. We will be walking a lot because our area is on the smaller side and that means we can street contact a ton!! And our apartment is very nice. I feel a little bit spoiled. And my new companion is Sister Clinger!!!!!!! I've known her since she arrived in the mission and we have always been really good friends! She is a super hard worker and she is kind of a genius. We are super pumped to serve together and we are eager to get to work!

My studies are going really well. I just read 2 Nephi 31 about the Doctrine of Christ. That chapter is a go to as a missionary!! I love when it talks about how we must stay on the straight and narrow path if we are to obtain eternal life. The path we walk on these days is getting more and more narrow and the only way we can stay on it is if we focus on our Savior like what Peter needed to do while he was walking on water towards Christ. If he would have kept his focus on Jesus than he wouldn't have begun to sink or in this case we won't fall off the path. But the beauty of that story is that Christ reached out to Peter when Peter cried out for help. I love that!! It brings be so much comfort to know that Christ is always ALWAYS there to help us.

I am anxious for the things that I will learn in my new area. I have been asking Heavenly Father to bless me with a faith building experience so that I of course can build my faith, but so He can trust me as one of His humble servants to teach repentance and baptize converts.

Thank you for putting my name on the temple list. That means a lot to me💕That touches me about your sweet experience at the temple. The joy, love and fulfillment we get when we love and serve others is unlike any other. 

Thank you for your email! I loved reading it. I love you my beautiful mommy mom! I hope you have a great week!!!

Keep trying. Keep trusting. Keep believing. Keep growing. Heaven will be cheering you on today, tomorrow, and forever.


Sister Allred

Bye mommy mom!!! I love you to the moon and back!!!!!

Sister Allred

From Mom: I love you too! To the moon and back! I loved your email!

Thoughts from Mom:
I read a talk by Elder Neil L. Anderson a few days ago, and this quote hit me very deeply: "As our spiritual antennas are pointed heavenward, the Lord guides us to those we can help."

I went to the temple yesterday. It was a beautiful experience. There was a sister in a wheel chair in the session. She couldn't even sit up straight, and was completely hunched over. She was quite elderly. Anyway, there was a sister sitting near her that was helping her during the session, and one of the ordinance workers helped her also. They both had to lift her arms for everything, and had to help her with all the clothing. It was amazing to watch. It made me think of the Savior, and how He lifts us and helps us do the things that we cannot do ourselves. It was a very tender session.